Light In The Mirror
Green Laurel

Fandom: Iron Man (movieverse)

Rating: PG-13 (may change later)

Pairing: Tony/Pepper

Summary: It will not be long, love...

Disclaimer: Most of the characters and situations in this story belong to Marvel Comics, Fairview Entertainment, Dark Blades Films, NBC, and other entities, and I do not have permission to borrow them. No infringement is intended in any way, and this story is not for profit. All others belong to me, especially Cedric, and if you want to borrow them, you have to ask me first. Any errors are mine, all mine, no you can't have any.   

Cincoflex and Laura27md make this a better story than ever I could alone!      
     


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When she woke, it was dark.  Virginia rubbed her eyes, trying to make out where they were, but there were no street lights.  It took her a moment to realize that the darkness on the left was the ocean. 

“Hey, sleepyhead,” Trish said softly.  “You must have been really worn out.” 

Virginia glanced back.  It was hard to make anything out, but judging from the lack of noise coming from the back seat, everyone back there was also asleep.  “I thought we were going to stop at the ranger station,” she said, keeping her voice low. 

Trish chuckled.  “We did.  Their phone line was down, and you were already asleep, so we didn’t bother waking you.”  

Virginia stretched a little, and frowned, feeling guilty.  Damn.  I’m sorry, Tony.  She took another look out the window.  “Is this Route 1?” 

“Yep.  We’re about ten minutes away from Malibu.” 

“Oh--“  She didn’t know what to say.  “I thought--“ 

“Mike and I decided we could just as easily run you home, and save you having to wait for your ride.  The girls are out cold and it’s not that much further.” 

It was a hour’s round trip, in the dark, and Virginia knew that was no small effort, no matter how Trish made light of it.  “I...thank you.”  She shook her head.  “You didn’t have to.” 

Trish shrugged.  “I don’t know what happened to you out there, and obviously you don’t want to talk about it, but it’s not a problem.”  She glanced over at Virginia and then back out the windshield.  “One of those pay it forward things, you know?” 

Virginia swallowed against the lump in her throat produced by such simple, awkward kindness.  “Thank you,” she said again, and leaned her head back again. 

The dashboard clock read ten-thirty-two p.m. by the time the SUV pulled up in front of Virginia’s apartment building.  They’d made the rest of the trip in a peaceful silence broken only by Trish’s request for Virginia’s address, and as she slid from her seat Virginia pulled out thirty dollars of her sun-dried money. 

Trish came around the side of the SUV as Mike, awakened, climbed over his smaller daughter to get out; they were switching drivers.  Virginia held out the money to Trish.  “For the gas.” 

For an instant, Virginia thought Trish would refuse, but then she took the money.  “I should argue, but the economy these days is louder,” she murmured with amusement, and Virginia grinned. 

“Thank you again,” she said.  “You saved my life.”  Possibly literally. 

Mike shrugged cheerfully, smothering a yawn.  “Our good deed for the month.  You take care, all right?  You’ll be okay?” 

“I’ll be fine.”  She was just minutes away from her own shower, her own bed.  Not to mention a phone.  I have to call Tony-- 

“Cool.”  He shook hands with Virginia once more.  Trish didn’t offer her hand, but gave Virginia a smile and hoisted herself up into the back seat. 

Virginia waved, and turned to the building’s front door, fishing out her keycard and unlocking the entrance to step inside.  When she turned back, the SUV’s doors were closed, but it was still idling--presumably to make sure she got in safely. 

She waved once more, and the truck pulled away.  Smiling, she headed for the elevators.  I bet they think they’ll never know who I really am or what I was doing in the forest. 

Boy, are they going to get a shock. 

She knew their names, and with Jarvis’ resources finding them would be a snap.  Paying it forward notwithstanding, Virginia intended to make her gratitude known in a more tangible fashion. 

It can wait until tomorrow.  I really need to call Tony.  She stepped out of the elevator on her floor and headed down the hall, wondering wryly what it said about her that the first person she needed to reassure was her boss. 

But he’s not just my boss, not any more.  I’m not sure what else he is, but... 

She could have cried at the sight of her apartment, silent and dim as it was.  Instead she locked the door behind her and let out a huge sigh, setting down her daypack on the floor and bending down to remove her purloined socks and sneakers. 

I want a shower so bad.  But...phone call first. 

Gloriously barefooted, Virginia picked up her phone where it lay on her living room desk, only to find the charge had run down after five days out of its base.  Sighing, she headed for the bedroom and its extension. 

Her sore toes appreciated the plush of the carpet.  Virginia padded to her bedside table and turned on the lamp sitting there, shedding a soft light into the room.  She reached for the phone--and froze.   

The realization that there was someone in her bed, and the recognition that it was, in fact, Tony, were almost simultaneous.  She straightened and looked down at him, amusement warring with exasperation and bewilderment and winning. 

She was used to him doing the unexpected, if that were possible; and while he could always produce an explanation for his actions if he felt moved to do so, his reasons were often something that a normal person would consider, well, silly.  Or outré.  Or just plain strange

Tenderness welled up as she regarded him.  What’s he doing here?  He looks like hell... 

He did.  His face was unshaven, and tight with strain despite his unconsciousness; Virginia recognized the drawn look that came from too little sleep and not enough food. 

Shaking her head fondly, she sat down on the edge of the bed and leaned over to shake his shoulder.  “Tony?  Tony, wake up now.” 

He snuffled and opened his eyes, looking up at her.  They went from narrow slits to wide, to wider still, until they had to hurt, the stare of a man not believing what he saw.  She smiled at him, a little wryly.  “I’d ask what you’re doing here, but--“ 

Tony reached out slowly and touched her thigh as if he thought his fingers would pass through her.  His palm flattened against the denim, a spot of warmth-- 

He moved with the speed that could still astonish her at times.  Before she could blink, she was enveloped in an embrace so tight she could scarcely breathe, suddenly looking over Tony’s shoulder as his weight pressed her back against the headboard and he buried his face against her shoulder.  “Pepper--“ he gasped. 

After an instant of startlement, Virginia hugged him back, because it was clear that, whatever else was going on with him, Tony needed it.  As her hands reached his spine he tightened his hold, an odd choked sound drifting up to her ears, and her heart twisted as she realized he was crying. 

“It’s okay,” she murmured uselessly.  “Tony, it’s all right.”  His grip was just short of painful and his arc implant was pressing a dent into her chest, but she made no move to free herself.  In fact, his embrace was surprisingly comforting, and she shuddered, her throat constricting at this proof that she’d been missed. 

His hair was soft against her cheek and chin.  Virginia rubbed Tony’s back in slow circles, trying to soothe the hard muscles that held her so securely.  Gradually they loosened a fraction, enough that she could take a deep breath, and she smiled over his shoulder.  “Are you okay?” 

Tony lifted his head.  His lashes were tangled and smeared with moisture, the lids reddened, and his eyes met hers with a look of desperation she’d never seen before, not in him. 

And then he leaned in again, capturing her mouth in a kiss that was as desperate as his eyes.  She squeaked in surprise, but she had no leverage or room to jerk away. 

This wasn’t the kiss they’d almost shared on the roof; that had been heat and sex and a sort of eager curiosity.  This was anguish and passion and felt like possession and supplication both at once; Tony’s lips slid over hers as if he were trying to give her something, and as his scent filled her nose Virginia’s ears rang with white noise. 

A tide of strange emotion swamped her, something terrifyingly warm and strong that cried out for him.  She whimpered, her fingers clenching on the fabric of his shirt, and Tony echoed her, one hand sliding up into her hair in a caress that was almost as frantic as his kiss. 

What the hell are we doing?  The thought was almost incoherent, but Virginia shifted and managed to pull back enough to part them.  “Tony--“ 

His breath gusted against her lips, and then he ducked his head, pressing his face against her throat as if he had to touch her skin.  His arm was still squeezing her tightly, his other hand slipping from her head to her nape, and she just held him, feeling his mustache scrape her neck and his muscles tremble. 

They sat that way for a long time.  Slowly Tony relaxed, and Virginia let one hand slide up to stroke his hair, wondering what on earth had gotten into him.  She knew Tony cared about her; she’d known that for months. 

I didn’t know he felt this strongly. 

She felt lost, groping for stability.  The Tony she knew was confident at almost every turn and never, ever vulnerable.  He could joke and flirt and even be ashamed; but always his heart was, if not hidden, then shielded. 

And while she knew he found her attractive--that had never been in question--and even that he had at one point considered a relationship... 

She had never seen him like this. 

Virginia just didn’t know what to think.  Or even feel

At last Tony let out a long, long breath, tickling her skin and raising goosebumps up to her ear, and raised his head.  “Potts,” he said hoarsely, “I am never, ever letting you out of my sight again.” 

That she could deal with.  Virginia freed one hand to brush his hair off his forehead, and smiled.  “That’ll make life a little difficult when you have a mission to fly.” 

He closed his eyes briefly, huffing a faint laugh, but his humor melted quickly.  “Are you okay?  You’re not hurt or...or anything?” 

The way his jaw clenched made her hasten to reassure him.  “I’m fine.  A few bruises and my feet are killing me, but--I’m fine.” 

Tony released her and sat back on his heels, and she shivered as she let her other arm drop, feeling oddly bereft.  But he immediately cupped her face in both hands.  “You’re sure?  Because if--” 

“I’m fine.”  Virginia tried for asperity, but the caress of his thumbs on her reddened cheeks was making her skin tingle.  “Tony--is Happy okay?” 

His brows went up.  “Yeah--yeah, he’s fine.  Sore head, but he’s fine.  Damn, I have to call him.  I have to call Rhodey.  And Jarvis--” 

“You’re babbling,” she said fondly, back on more secure ground.  “I’ll call them.” 

Tony let her go, and Virginia leaned over for the phone, trying not to react when he stayed where he was--kneeling so close to her that his knees pressed into her thigh.  Rhodey’s number was speed-dial four, and she heard two and a half rings before he picked up. 

“H’lo?” a groggy voice asked, and she grinned. 

“Hi, Jimmy.” 

“Pepper?”  A clunk reached her ear, and then muffled swearing, and Virginia snickered.  Then Rhodey’s voice was clear again.  “Pepper, is that you?!” 

“You dropped the phone, didn’t you?” she said, grinning wider. 

On the other end, Rhodey began to laugh helplessly.  “Damn.  It is you!  Pepper, are you okay?  What the hell happened?” 

“I got away.”  She blinked, trying to figure out how to explain.  “It’s...kind of a long story.” 

“I’ll just bet.”  Virginia could picture him, shaking his head in elated disbelief.  “Seriously, you’re okay?” 

“I’m fine,” she repeated.  “A little banged up, but nothing major, I promise.” 

The phone was plucked from her grasp, and Tony put it to his own ear, raising his brows at her glare.  “She is, yeah.”  He listened for a few seconds.  “No, I haven’t heard either...just a few minutes ago.”  His mouth twisted in amusement.  “I hear you, yeah.” 

She folded her arms, but Tony ignored the signal.  “Okay.  Tomorrow, yeah.  Right.”  He thumbed the off button. 

“I was having a conversation, Tony,” she said pointedly. 

He ignored her, dialing quickly and then raising the phone again.  “Hogan,” he said after a few seconds, “there’s somebody here who wants to talk to you.”  He held the handset out to her. 

Virginia rolled her eyes and took it.  “Happy, are you really okay?” 

Her conversation with him was equally brief, and she could hear the roughness in Hogan’s voice that hinted at some of the same relief Tony was showing.  She promised to see him as soon as possible, and smiled softly as he said a hasty and hoarse goodbye.  I think he’s crying... 

Sighing, she replaced the phone in its charger.  “Who else knows?” 

Tony shrugged.  “It’s all over the media,” he said, his own voice still low.  “Is there anyone else you need to call?” 

She thought about it, but the only person who would be frantic was Jacquie, and her college roommate lived on the East Coast.  “It’s two a.m. in Boston,” she decided.  “I’ll call her in the morning.” 

Tony nodded, his eyes never leaving her face.  “Are you sure you don’t need to go to the hospital or anything?” 

The intensity of his gaze took the strength out of her annoyance.  “I’m fine,” Virginia told him.  “I’m sore all over and I stink and my feet are a mess, but most of that can be fixed with a shower.” 

Tony frowned slightly, and slipped off the bed to drop to a crouch next to it.  She jerked as he picked up her left foot, but he didn’t let go, lifting it in gentle fingers to look at it more closely. 

“Yeah, that looks painful,” he said after a moment, a hint of his usual humor returning.  One finger hovered over a blister but didn’t quite touch.  “I don’t think you’ll be wearing your usual shoes for a few days.” 

“Slippers, I think,” Virginia agreed.  She pulled her foot free of his grasp.  “Tony, it’s not that I’m not glad to see you, but what are you doing in my apartment?” 

He looked up at her, and straightened slowly, shoving his hands in his pockets and managing to resemble a guilty schoolboy despite the goatee.  “I, uh, I couldn’t sleep at home.” 

Oh.  She had no more idea of what to do with that statement than she did his kiss, because he’d definitely been asleep when she arrived, and what the hell did that mean?  Maybe I’m not the only Goldilocks around here. 

“Pepper...”  His expression was solemn.  “I figured some stuff out while you were gone, and--” 

Virginia held up both hands.  “Tony, I...I don’t...I just got home,” she said in a rush as hurt flared in his eyes.  “I need to recover a bit before...before you fire me or whatever.” 

The gentle tease seemed to ease him, and Tony blinked, one corner of his mouth curling up.  “Yeah, you’re right.”  He held out a hand, and Virginia put hers in it and let him pull her to her feet.  It felt natural, and that was weird, because they hardly ever touched, and even more rarely skin to skin.  His hand was warm and strong, and she resisted the urge to hang onto it.  “Do you want me to go?” 

No.  The answer was so swift that she refused to deal with it, or with the ache that had returned to his expression. 

“Tony.”  She shoved him lightly.  “I want a shower.  I want a salad.  I want some real food.  I want to know I don’t have to worry about you for at least a few hours.”  She raised her brows, daring him to argue.  “You get out of my way and get me the food, and after that we can discuss security measures for your limousine.” 

His smile was slow but genuine, and the sparkle returned to his eyes.  “Whatever the lady wants.”  Before she could duck, he leaned in and brushed a kiss across her cheek, then straightened and stepped away.  “How hungry are you?” 

“Starving.”  Virginia went to her dresser to collect some clean clothes.  “But I expect to spend at least forty-five minutes in the shower first.” 

Tony nodded, and walked towards the door, pausing with a hand on the frame.  “Pepper--” 

She looked up, and that intent gaze was back, making everything else around her fade.  “I’m glad you’re back safe.” 

Virginia swallowed.  “Me too,” she managed. 

He nodded again, and left. 

She gathered an armful of clothes and went to steam up her bathroom and put aside, as best she could, the puzzle that was Tony Stark. 

Just for a little while. 




Tony waited outside the bathroom door until he heard the shower start, and then he slid awkwardly down to sit on the floor for a while.  His head was still spinning, trying to cope with Pepper appearing out of nowhere, and it had taken a real effort of will to let her go take her shower by herself. 

He still didn’t know how she’d managed to get away, or what had happened to her in the meantime, or where she’d gotten clothing that made her look like someone had tried to turn her into a scarecrow, but Tony was willing to wait a bit for those answers. 

She’s back.  She’s safe.  She’s back

The words ran through his head in a sort of repeating mantra, amazement and relief and a soaring, bewildered joy.  Pepper, Pepper... 

He laid one palm flat on the door that separated them.  Part of him knew she was equally bewildered at his reaction to her, but he couldn’t think about that just yet.  Not when he was still reeling like this. 

Food.  She wants food.  Finally he pushed himself away from the door and climbed to his feet, and went to see what was in Pepper’s freezer.  Normally he would have ordered something in, it was easier, but it was past eleven and there wasn’t much left open at that hour. 

Tony couldn’t find enough salad fixings that were still edible, but there was a nice bunch of broccoli in Pepper’s vegetable drawer and a steak in her freezer.  He turned on the broiler and put the steak in the microwave to defrost, and went about recreating Rhodey’s special grilling sauce.  Contrary to popular belief, Tony could cook, and fairly well too; he just couldn’t be bothered most of the time.

The traditional side for steak was potatoes, but Pepper didn’t seem to have any, so he settled for noodles with a little butter and garlic.  Putting the meal together kept him occupied, and kept him from fretting too much about what he didn’t yet know. 

He was still exhausted, but elation was a good counter to that, and there was absolutely no way Tony was going to walk out Pepper’s door just yet, no matter how tired he was.  The food will help

Once the steak was under the broiler, he pulled his phone from his pocket and called the number Donovan had given him.  The voice that answered was a man he didn’t recognize, but the stammering fanboy babble was quickly cut off and replaced with the tall agent’s voice.  “Donovan here, Mr. Stark.” 

“Hey.”  Tony’s usual annoyance with the man was muted by his joy.  “Pepper just turned up at her apartment, safe and sound.” 

There was a moment of silence, and then Tony heard Donovan exhale, weary relief that made Tony feel a little more kindly towards the agent.  “That is excellent news.” 

“Yeah.”  Tony rubbed his forehead, aware all over again of how tense he’d been.  “I don’t know how she got here yet, but she seems to be okay.” 

“I trust you’ll make sure that she is.”  Donovan said something that Tony couldn’t catch, apparently to someone else near him, and then spoke into his phone again.  “We’d like to see her as soon as possible, especially given that one of her attackers is still at large.” 

“Tomorrow.  If she’s up to it,” Tony replied firmly.  “We’ll call you.” 

“Mr. St--” Donovan begain, but Tony cut the connection and redialed to call home.  When Jarvis’ warm voice answered, Tony couldn’t help smiling. 

“Pepper just showed up, Jarvis.  Cancel that search for trackers and buzz Cedric in the morning.” 

“Very well.”  Jarvis wasn’t exactly programmed for emotional expression beyond mild sarcasm, but he somehow managed to sound pleased.  “I am glad to hear that Ms. Potts has been found.” 

“You and me both, Jarvis.  You and me both.”  Tony closed the phone and began rinsing the broccoli. 

He didn’t hear the shower stop, but the sound of the bathroom door opening did reach his ears, and Tony carefully kept himself from going to check on Pepper, instead setting the small table in her breakfast nook.  There was orange juice in her fridge, and while he was used to drinking it with alcohol added, Tony poured them each a glass straight without a qualm. 

Some minutes later Pepper shuffled into the kitchen, her feet thrust into voluminous fluffy slippers and her bathrobe tossed on over a t-shirt and shorts.  Tony took in the bruises on her shins with a wince, but as his gaze traveled upwards it was her hair that somehow struck him hardest, the ragged fringe of it looking so out of place on a woman whose tidiness was practically legendary. 

His eyes prickled, and Tony took three steps forward, lifting a hand to gently touch the mangled strands.  “Your hair...” 

Pepper sniffed ruefully, her expression mingling outrage and humor.  “Yeah, that was...not good.”  She shrugged.  “Could have been worse, though.” 

Tony felt a muscle in his jaw twitch at the suggestion, and stepped back.  “Dinner’s ready.” 

Pepper surveyed the table.  Tony had rummaged a little while the food was cooking, and had managed to locate a tablecloth and a tall vase.  Lacking any actual flowers, he’d folded one out of a coffee filter and given it a long pasta stem, and it nodded over the rim of the vase like a piece of modern art. 

The sight of her dimples appearing eased his heart.  “I don’t know how you always manage to find what you’re looking for,” was all Pepper said, but she slid onto the bench seat with alacrity.  “It smells great.” 

Watching her eat what he’d prepared made Tony feel...contented.  It was a new sensation, but a good one; she was clearly hungry. 

It didn’t go unnoticed, though.  Eventually Pepper waved a forkful of broccoli at him.  “You’re making me nervous, Tony.  Eat.” 

“Sorry.”  Though he wasn’t, really.  Tony sliced into his steak and tried to keep his stares short. 

“Where’d you learn to do that?”  She touched the paper flower gently.  “I didn’t know you knew any origami.” 

“I picked up a few things.”  He’d mostly used it to attract female attention in boring college classes, actually.  “But the guy who taught me to do that--I never did hear his name.” 

Pepper arched a brow, and scooped up some linguine.  “That sounds like a story.” 

Tony shrugged.  “Not much of one.  We were at the same blackjack table at something like five o’clock in the morning, and the place was practically deserted...I think it was Christmas.  Anyway, we got to talking, and went to grab coffee at some diner afterwards, and we were both really punchy from lack of sleep.”  He smiled a little at the memory.  “He talked the waitress into giving him a coffee filter and demonstrated.” 

Pepper laughed.  “You know, one of the things I admire about you is that you’re never snobbish.” 

“Only when people are boring.”  Tony sipped his orange juice.  Pepper looked better than she had when he’d woken.  She was more relaxed, and while she hadn’t been pale, exactly, the food was adding a vitality to her face that had been lacking before.  “Are you going to tell me what happened?” 

“Yeah--you didn’t pay them, did you?”  Pepper set down her fork and sat up straight. 

Tony blinked.  “No.  They--Pepper, they abducted you by mistake.” 

She squinted at him.  “What?” 

He turned up both hands.  “They thought they were kidnapping Sylvia Pointreaux.  She has red hair and takes that route to work, and she has pretty much the same limo.” 

Pepper stared at him, then dropped her face into her hands.  “It was a mistake?” she said, muffled.  “All that for a mistake?” 

“It looks like it.”  Tony fidgeted, worried.  “Pepper, believe me, I would have paid whatever they demanded to get you back, but I never got the chance.” 

She shook her head, and started to laugh.  The sound had more than a touch of hysteria, and Tony slipped out of his seat and went to crouch beside her, laying a hand on her leg.  “Pepper?” 

She kept laughing, shoulders shaking.  “I can’t believe this,” she gasped.  “The river, that room--my hair--“ 

“It’ll grow back,” Tony said, fumbling for some way to soothe her.  He reached up to stroke her head, feeling the strands slippery and damp under his fingers.  “It’s okay--“ 

“It’s not okay!”  Pepper dropped her hands, eyes flashing and face flushed beyond her sunburn.  “They put me through that for what, for--they couldn’t even get it right?” 

The flush was rage, Tony realized.  “I thought they were going to kill me.  All that time, I never knew what would happen when the door opened, and--oh hell--“ 

She shoved at the table, pushing it away, and Tony scrambled backwards as Pepper rose and half-ran out of the nook.  Getting to his feet, he followed, more and more concerned. 

She didn’t flee; instead, she paced around the kitchen, swearing with the eloquence she only displayed on rare occasions.  Tony leaned against the wall and watched her move, wanting to help but having no idea what he could do.  Letting her get it out may be the best thing-- 

Finally Pepper ran out of invective.  “Please tell me you at least caught them.”  Her fists were clenched and her breathing was rapid. 

“One of them.  One got away.  The other was dead when we got there.” 

“Oh.”  That seemed to deflate her a bit.  “What...” 

“He’d been shot in the head.  I don’t know which of the other two did it.” 

Pepper grimaced.  “What did he look like?” 

Tony thought back; he hadn’t been paying much attention at the time.  “Tall, skinny...motorcycle boots, I think.” 

“Oh,” she repeated, and her shoulders slumped, the anger fading.  “It sounds like...I called him Two, in my head.  They didn’t let me see their faces.” 

Tony kept a strict rein on his voice.  “Did he hurt you?” 

“No.”  Pepper actually smiled, a sad slight curve.  “He was...he was pretty nice to me, actually.”  She shrugged.  “For a kidnapper, anyway.” 

She reached for the edges of her robe and pulled them around her as if she were cold.  “Damn them,” she added softly. 

“Yeah.”  Tony pushed away from the wall.  “Come on, Potts.  Finish your dinner.” 

He coaxed her back to the table, and when she just stared at her plate he picked up her fork and wound it with linguine before holding it out to her.  “You’re going to make me think you don’t like my cooking.” 

Pepper pursed her lips, eyes crinkling, and took the fork.  “I sense your mother’s influence.”  She popped the food in her mouth, and Tony sat back, satisfied. 

“Yeah.  When I’d beg her to bake cookies, she’d make me help her, and pretty soon I was hooked.  Haven’t done it as much since she died, though.”  He shrugged.  “It’s not much fun just cooking for myself.  And these days I don’t have the time anyway.” 

Pepper nodded, spearing a piece of steak and chasing a smear of sauce with it.  “Well, you are good at it.  Cooking, I mean.” 

“If I’m going to do something, I like to do it well.”  Tony smirked at her, and Pepper rolled her eyes, clearly hiding a smile at the familiar innuendo. 

He watched as she ate what was left on her plate, absently spiraling noodles around his own fork one by one.  When she was finished, Pepper laid down her napkin with a sigh.  “I feel better.” 

“Good.”  Tony reached for her plate, only to have her slap at his hand. 

“Nothing doing.  You cooked, I’ll clean up.  Let me just go brush my teeth first.” 

Tony gave her a cockeyed look as she rose.  “I didn’t know you were so militant about dental health, Potts.” 

Pepper snickered.  “Tony, I went for three days without a toothbrush.  I’m going to be savoring the opportunity to brush for a while.” 

She left in a swirl of bathrobe, and Tony smirked again and went on clearing the table despite her order.  It was just two minutes’ work to load the dishwasher, and by the time Pepper returned he was forearm-deep in suds, scrubbing the broiler pan. 

Pepper sighed theatrically.  “Don’t tell me, your mother made you clean up after yourself too.”  She lifted a dishtowel from its hook and took the pasta pot from the drying rack. 

“She tried, but usually Dolores had the place sparkling before she could turn around.”  At Pepper’s look of inquiry, he clarified.  “She was our housekeeper.  Took her job very seriously.” 

“Ah.”  Pepper nodded, and polished the pot dry before putting it away.  Tony rinsed the broiler pan and left it to drip in the drainer, then took the towel from her. 

“I need to know what happened, Pepper.” 

She snatched the towel back with a look of exasperation, but only hung it up again.  “Yes, well, so do I.” 

Tony blew out a breath.  “Come on then, and I’ll tell you.” 

They settled in the living room on either end of Pepper’s couch.  Tony was a little worried about her mood swings, but he wasn’t about to bring them up.  If nothing else, she’s entitled. 

“Do you want to start, or should I?” he asked softly as Pepper pulled her legs up and huddled into her bathrobe. 

She shrugged unhappily.  “I might as well.” 

Tony laid his arm on the back of the couch and leaned against the armrest, disposing himself to listen.  Pepper’s lips twisted.  “What did Happy tell you?” 

“That he was pulled over by someone masquerading as a motorcycle cop, and he jumped the guy as soon as he tossed in a gas grenade,” Tony said.  “He took a knock to the head and that was it.” 

Pepper nodded.  “I don’t remember much besides that,” she said, her voice so quiet he had to strain to hear it.  “I woke up in--in a room, I guess, I never actually saw it.  They had me blindfolded.” 

She shivered, wrapping her arms around herself, and Tony had to lock his muscles to keep from sliding over and gathering her up.  “One of them--I called him Number One--told me that if I cooperated they wouldn’t hurt me.  And eventually they moved me into another room with a bed and a table and chair.” 

“I saw it,” Tony acknowledged, his voice a little hoarse. 

“Then you know.”  A little of the strain ebbed from Pepper’s face.  “It wasn’t bad, really--they fed me and gave me what I asked for, like clean clothes.  It was just really, really boring.” 

The light tone she was trying for didn’t quite succeed, and Tony could fill in the blanks all too well.  Boring, yes, locked in a cell with nothing to do, but also terrifying.  “I’m surprised you didn’t go crazy without your BlackBerry,” he managed, letting one corner of his mouth curl up. 

Pepper smiled.  “Don’t you start.  Drat, I’m going to have to get that replaced.” 

“Actually, I found it, the police have it at the moment.  Fingerprints.”  Tony waved a hand.  “I can get you a new one if you want, though, whatever the latest model is.” 

“Mine will be fine,” she said primly.  “Ugh, my mailbox has probably crashed and burned at this point...” 

“Worry about it tomorrow.”  Or maybe next week.  Tony wondered if she would let him put her on medical leave. 

“Well.  Obviously I didn’t have my phone.  They took my shoes, too, and my purse, though eventually they let me have that back.”  Pepper laughed, shaking her head.  “Good thing, too.” 

“Yeah?”  Tony raised his brows. 

“Yeah, I ended up cannibalizing it for shoes.”  Pepper shifted, crossing her legs and sitting up a bit.  “The scariest part was when they took my hair, I guess.” 

Tony felt his throat close at the memory of that shining coil.  “What happened?” 

“They made me put the blindfold on, and they tied my hands, and took me to another room.  I had to say something for a recording, and Number Three cut off my ponytail.”  Her voice was flat and matter-of-fact, obviously concealing some stronger emotion. 

The rage was back, and Tony wanted to go find the man with the knife and pulverize him, with suit or without.  “Pointreaux got it.  And the recording.” 

Pepper shook her head.  “I still can’t believe that,” she muttered. 

“Add him to the list of people to call tomorrow,” Tony sighed. 

Pepper was silent a moment.  “Anyway,” she said at last, still flat, “after that I heard them arguing and I knew that there was something...wrong.”  Her hands tangled together.  “So I grabbed my stuff and when Two came in I punched him and ran.” 

“Good.”  Tony thought back to that rangy corpse with no regret. 

Pepper grimaced.  “The only door I knew about was in the back, I guess--that’s what it looked like, anyway.  I ran--they chased me, but they never got very close, or if they did they were all rotten shots.” 

Tony nodded tightly.  “We tracked you down the hill, but then you just...disappeared.” 

Pepper giggled, a sound so unexpected he almost flinched.  She covered her mouth with one hand.  “Sorry.  I just--I was swimming across the river, and then it occurred to me, why not just go downstream?” 

Tony felt his jaw drop.  “You mean, you just swam...”  He gestured, wiggling one hand like a fish, and Pepper dropped her arm and grinned. 

“Exactly.  I knew they’d probably catch me if I went across, especially since I was barefoot, but going downstream I could swim underwater for a bit, and get away faster too.”  She shrugged.  “It would have been easier to go through the rapids with an inner tube or something, but I made it.” 

He shook his head.  “I can’t believe we never thought of that.  We had people all over the far side looking for you, and we couldn’t find a trace.” 

Pepper sobered.  “I’m sorry...I must have gone several miles before I got out of the water, it was afternoon.” 

Tony leaned forward and gripped her knee briefly.  “Don’t apologize.  You’re alive.”  He didn’t care if she’d grown gills.  The water had taken her out of reach of her abductors, and if the price had been the last three days of searching, it was still worth it, because she was whole and well before him. 

Pepper smiled at him tremulously.  Tony sat back, much as he didn’t want to, and tried to look hopeful.  “So you went downstream, thereby confounding your pursuers, several dozen trained searchers, and your genius boss--then what?” 

“I turned my purse into shoes, kind of.”  Pepper blew out a breath.  “It didn’t work very well, but it got me to an abandoned camp the next morning.  Yesterday?  It feels like a year ago.”  She rubbed one foot absently.  “I didn’t know where I was, and I was just moving in case they were still after me.  There was a campsite--nobody had been there for weeks, it looked like, but there was some food.” 

Pepper shook her head.  “It saved me, Tony.  I hadn’t had anything to eat for a day, by then, and I knew I couldn’t get much further.  There was food, and clothes, and actual shoes.  And I have no idea whose place it was.” 

“We can probably find out, if you want,” Tony offered softly. 

“Yeah.”  Pepper paused again, looking thoughtful.  “There was a trail, so I followed it until I got to the road, and then I followed that until I got to a rest stop.  I spent the night there and found an occupied camp the next day.”  She smiled again.  “It was a family, and they were going to take me to the ranger station but instead they actually drove me home.” 

Tony decided instantly that he would have to research them too.  For helping Pepper, they deserved whatever reward was in his power. 

Pepper shrugged.  “That’s it.  I got home and I was going to call you, but you were asleep on my bed.  I assume you got the keys out of my desk.” 

“Pretty much, yeah.”  Tony regarded her.  She had wrapped her arms around herself again and looked chilled.  “Are you all right?” 

She shrugged again.  “I could ask you the same thing.” 

Tony blinked.  She was looking at his hands, and he realized they were tightly fisted where they rested on his thighs, the knuckles white with strain. 

“I’m not,” he said, startled at his own honesty.  “It’s been hell without you.  Not knowing where you were or if you were okay.”  He forced his left hand open, laying it palm-up on his leg.  “I just--Pepper, I can’t--” 

He didn’t know what to say, how to express himself so she wouldn’t draw back.  He was so tired, and still so angry, and frightened because she looked so damned fragile--and he wanted desperately to just hold her until the fear went away--   

One of those long-fingered hands covered his own, palm sliding against palm.  “You’re exhausted,” Pepper said in her practical voice.  “Have you been getting any sleep?” 

Tony looked up and met her eyes, and behind the wry amusement was concern that made his heart lift.  “About six hours total.” 

Pepper sighed.  “Come on,” she said, and stood without letting go of his hand.  Tony rose and followed her obediently, willing to do just about anything as long as it didn’t involve leaving her. 

The bed was as they’d left it, still made but for the pillow pulled free.  Pepper let him go and pushed him down until he was sitting on the mattress.  Then she went around to the other side and climbed on herself. 

“Do you mind leaving the light on?” she asked, pulling the other pillow out. 

Tony shook his head, beyond words as he watched her lie down on her side, her robe wrapped snugly around her.  She tucked the pillow under her head and held out her hand again, and Tony lay down facing her, slipping his hand into hers and feeling some of his tension ebb at the touch of her fingers. 

Pepper smiled at him, and closed her eyes.  “Get some sleep,” she told him softly, still in that practical tone. 

“Yes ma’am,” he whispered back. 

He tried to keep his eyes open so he could watch her, but as before, sleep won. 







 




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